I don’t want you to worry,
so I’ll put up a charade
cause it’s really not that big a deal
I know I’ll manage!
& I just know I’d be a nuisance
having those walls down every day
I know it’s really no fun
being around someone like that 24/7.
& I can be fun for you!
Cause it’s really not that big a deal,
I can hide in a disguise
& play the part well!
& I don’t have to tell you who I am
underneath the character,
Cause it’s really not that big a deal,
Though sometimes it feels like it.
But I won’t tell you
even if I really want to,
even if it feels like I’m being dishonest,
even if the last thing I want to do is lie to you.
you don’t need to know,
you don’t need to be worried,
it’s really not that big a deal.